My personal realizations

Recovering from ME/CFS is full of small realizations. It is like an aha- moment. Eureka! I never saw it this way, and now I do. It is sort of a memory, rather than something we learn. Everyone has a unique soul, and everyone will have many different realizations along the way. You can’t judge mine, as they are personal. Maybe a realization will eventually evolve or get bigger over time. Many realizations also build on each other.

Take occasionally some time to scan through my personal realizations to see if you recognize some. It might help you in your personal journey of realizations and healing.

  • ME/CFS is an illness of the soul
  • I need more than just another diet
  • Adjusting myself to society was painful to my soul
  • We live in a sick society
  • We live in a world of reverse truths
  • I am here to fall in  love with myself
  • I have so many talents that are not considered talents by our society
  • Stepping into my talents made me experience joy
  • Stepping into my energy, let my energy flow.
  • Flow is energy
  • I was deeply traumatized
  • Thinking is often an attempt to escape from the body and its stuck emotions
  • Thinking is supposed to work like one of my senses
  • I am not supposed to define the world by abstract thoughts
  • This life is a continuation upon my last
  • It feels like I have denied myself for 1000s of years
  • I was involved in lots of subtle (and normal) acts of self hatred
  • 99% of all my behaviour was a coping strategy
  • I am (was) unable to have joy
  • Everything needed to have a purpose
  • I find it hard to accept reality
  • The education system is wrong and not in alignment with child development psychology
  • Punishing children with fake boundaries is wrong
  • We need to make relationships with children instead
  • People who don’t even have a relationship with themselves, can’t connect to others.
  • Children have a natural tendency to create harmony with their upbringers,
  • If you have listened well to the demanding educators of society, you will be rewarded with disease
  • I have not been myself in a long time
  • I don’t need to have a career
  • I am a creator
  • Stepping into my flow, makes me a creator
  • Stepping into other people’s expectations makes me a weak slave
  • Nothing in this world, is what it seems
  • I can just sit in a chair and feel joy now
  • My emotions are really intense
  • I am a really sensitive person
  • I was trying so hard to fit in
  • Please love me? (Who? maybe me?)
  • I don’t need to find that one special person
  • I was attached in the wrong way
  • Money and health come in the flow
  • If I stay in the achiever energy, I will always be in that energy and never arrive where I want to be
  • I was working hard so that I could eventually live in nature (doesn’t make sense)
  • Releasing emotions quiets my mind
  • I have to change in order to not continue filling up my stress bucket
  • I was not taught how to express my emotions and as a consequence I didn’t express them
  • An emotional body in long term distress attracts foreign entities that live on that energy
  • These entities make sure I don’t feel the emotions anymore.
  • This will also brake my inner compass
  • I was standing in my own way
  • I can’t be who I want to be
  • Like a grass halm who wants to be a tree or another plant
  • I am what I am
  • Happiness is the absence of desire
  • Flow comes from being me
  • There are angels and guides trying to communicate with me and help
  • I don’t need to fit in with people who won’t accept me
  • Life is always now
  • Thoughts are never now
  • History is a lie
  • Life is always changing, concepts are death itself
  • We cling to concepts rather than reality itself
  • There is no energy in concepts
  • The meaning of concepts can be manipulated and used against us
  • The monetary system is wrong
  • Illness is a natural consequence of our way of living
  • I have to forget everything I know
  • My ego brought me disease, my true self will bring me healing
  • I have to trust that after healing my mind, emotional body and aligning with my soul, my body will eventually catch up
  • The body has a time delay to respond to our soul and psyche
  • ME/CFS is just like cancer a physical illness, caused by the soul, mind and emotional body out of balance
  • I am life itself
  • I have forgotten about myself for a long time
  • I always feel the urge to perform exceptionally well
  • I am always on / focussed
  • I can’t do things in a calm way easily.
  • I don’t have to be anyone special
  • I can be average, beautifully average
  • When I am fatigued, there is usually an emotion I am resisting
  • Anger is our life force energy and it is in our belly, always.
  • I am still afraid by my anger
  • I don’t have to have any opinion about anything
  • I can choose my curcumstances via feeling
  • I don’t have to stay informed by society
  • Life works better if I get out of the way
  • I can be the observer and allow things to happen
  • Before I do anything, I ask myself if I act from resistance
  • I have to surrender to life
  • Peace gives energy